realisations in mid april

yes. finally the cloud of depression, grouchiness and mood swings is lifted away, and i am back to being the perky self that i am. i don't know why i felt so frustrated or sad for the past few weeks, perhaps it's due to the crazy workload, the difficult crowd i had to deal with, but thankfully.... thank god i had great friends and family and colleagues who really made the effort to listen to me.

i can say for sure that i'm not one who usually feels so easily discouraged or negative...but when i do, i am feeling deeply forlorn and really very very down.

perhaps it was a time for recollection and reflection on why things are not going the way they did.

sometimes it's tiring to fight on a cause which one deems to be gone and far out.

let's see how this year turns out.