SOME MOMENTS OF DEPRESSION

sigh shit..i think i'm feeling depressed. haven't felt like this in the longest time. everyone keeps telling to be positive, but how to be when ........whenever u try to be, things always screw up.

ya. being negative prevents hopefulness and expectations.......

sad to say but i wanna be left alone for now. of course i'll hang out with close buddies..but i'll limit to that for now.

ANYWAY i'm fine.... just dormant depression. won't kill myself or anything. just feeling......rather crappy........