numb

if there's a time one can ever feel numb and feel as if nothing in this world is worth a second look, a second touch or a second feel............well today's the day.

i felt down. down. down.
taken for a ride
taken for granted
taken for a fool

perhaps numb is the word. i don't know how to feel anymore.

should i feel angry or hurt?
or should i just feel upset or nonchalant?
it's a tie between the two..

but for now..i think my heart is taking a time out..and the cold-blooded brain is taking over for the moment.

so no more miss nice
no more miss patience
no more miss lovely

now it's plain business.