Alone

i never felt so alone before...and i do not know why the pangs of loneliness just seep into me since thursday night.

i feel that if i disappear...no one would notice........esp if i tell a white lie to everyone.

ay..disturbing thoughts i know..but tt's how i'm feeling.

that's what happen when u have no one to fall back on but yourself.

perhaps i should get used to this feeling then.