IRRATIONAL FEELINGS

feelings can be so irrational and ridiculous that sometimes you wonder whether you are afflicted with some mental disorder which prevents you from being erm rational.

it is not indicated by time, space or place.

it is not determined by how much you invest now, later or in the past.

sometimes i wish i can just remove my heart........lock it up in some buried treasure chest..and never ever feel for another one again. (then again, i dun want to end up looking like an octopus for the rest of eternal life erm bluffing sailors into serving my boat.......ha ha sounds familar? if not..you goto brush up on your movie knowledge.)

yeah.

i have a huge weakness of getting overly sentimental over issues, people and events.
which can be a blessing as well as a curse.

sigh. dunnoe la.

should i turn back to the emotionless cold fish i was when i was younger?

or should i just remain the way i am...the vulnerable feeling idiot.

only god knows.