calm after the storm

yeah i've experienced a storm of emotions, lost in the haze and possibly my own feelings.

i've never felt so handicapped or lost before. I never felt so vulnerable.

but i knew that it was a risk i took, and this is the consequence i'll face...or rather are already facing. heh

well, i just didn't expect it to be so painful.

whatever it is, it'll just be one of the learning lessons in life. :)