Mr brightside (killers)

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

Sometimes in life we wonder why do things end up the way they do when it all started very fine.

on a late sunday evening, my friend and i headed to watch one of the movies offered at the italian movies festival at GV.

It was super fab.

surprisingly the movie was a blast :) (the movie's The life i want)

it was basically about a new actress who showcased more talent in this craft than a veteran actor..

they fell in love..but as time progresses, due to envy and jealousy, they had to break up.

in a strange way i felt like the female lead in many ways.

i realised that i must have been a difficult girlfriend to get along with. i sometimes wonder why men have always felt annoyed when their women do things better than they do.

now i know why.

it's pride.

afterall, how to take care of someone who seems to know it better than you do.

i guess the question my friend and i left with is - what is love.

how is love defined by?

mere fleeting feelings which is determined and swayed by time and content?

or does it come along with responsibility, loyalty and a contract called marriage?

i don't know anymore. i guess i'm still searching for the right answer.

yeah, back to being a drifter.