reckon

yeah. finally managed to get some decent sleep after trying too hard to do too many things at one go.

1) finish horrendous marking within the dreadfully tight deadline
2) figure a way out on how to manage my different jobscopes and at the same time don't go insane
3) not sleep and yet finish what i goto do.

too many things to do and too little time.

but in the strange spate of things.... some sense of optimism managed to seep into the little pea brain of mine, which is often infused with negativity.

1) even though i can't please everyone, or expect to be accepted by all, i should be happy the way i am. yeah sure, i get grouchy and terrible at times, but who doesn't.

2) someone commented that "i'm a teacher= achievement" with a loud meh...seriously, yeah true, material wise, i look as if i live for paper and red pens but my work life is more than just slashing red lines all over what were known as trees.

3)yeah, my life may suck now, my work and love life is non-existant but so what. i will survive it. i will live through it.

in short, just glad that the exercising did more good for my mind and soul rather than just for my body.


countdown to two more mad months of the year.