NOT GONNA WAKE UP FROM MY DREAMS

the past few days went by ......like a dream. perhaps it's because i've been dreaming most of the time.

in a strange way, even since the holidays began, i felt so tired and sick.

whenever i slept...i just refuse to wake up.

and today......i couldn't tell whether i was dreaming or awake.

sometimes life is like that.

are you willing to wake up from your wild dreams?

or are you going to live out your dreams?

what are dreams really?

desires, hopes, fears?

perhaps dreams are there to fill up the emptiness in our lives.

in a surreal way, i do feel empty in many ways. and in a way, lonely.

not lonely in the sense that i lack friends, but somehow i felt lonely in my battles, lonely in dealing with the way i'm unhappy with life in general.

i guess it's a good wake up call for me.

that i shouldn't have stopped dreaming...........and that i should start living it out.