TENTATIVE

everything is so tentative in this world.

priorities, wishes, interests, loves and even job security.

since young, we're just simply encouraged to pile up those building blocks of lego so that we can feel a sense of achievement. but little do we know, it'll just end up like a jenga game.

everything just topples.

the higher you build, the greater the collapse.

and sometimes i wonder if i should bother climbing higher....only to face even greater disappointment.

emptiness fills my heart and there is a hollow deep within where no prayer, no consolation or advice can ever fill it up.

the fact is..once dug from within, the pain will never ever go away.

that is the truth. and that is the fact.

instead of pretending that it does not exist.... or that it's tentative...or trying too hard to fill it up, just accept the fact that things are just there for a reason.

whether we face obstacles or joy, happiness or sorrow, achievements or degrading moments....all are just tentative.

everything will just come to nothing.

sigh.