GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME

ay. i must be having dementia.

i've actually forgotten the password of my beloved oldest email, which i have had since i was 17. sob.

two years shy of a 10 year anniversary.

somehow microsoft had this weird idea of locking up accounts which has more than 3 failed attempts.

yes i was feeling really tired.

the agony of knowing too many passwords is killing me.

haha.

ay i must sleep more. seriously sleep more.

what happened?

ay. let's just say i got sick of my blog. decided to erase the past, start anew.

which is basically one of my new year resolutions.

yeah. catch up with things which i have left behind last year...and remove things which are bothering me more than they should.

yawn yawn. what shall i talk about today. hmmmmmmmm. guess it'll have to be how one can relate so well to some people, and yet can never see eye to eye with others.

i'm just very blessed to have many friends who can accept my weird/complex personality and other idiosyncracies.

i'm tired of pleasing people or making them accept me for who i am. so yeah. i shall just be myself and react to criticisms which are reasonable.

beyond that..........nay no way. won't bother too much.

yes i am an easy person to read, as a friend told me. but then again... i have complex thoughts/feelings.emotions which can potentially contradict each other.

and when that happens, i'll just have this perpectual perturbed look on my face.

tired.

yes i do feel tired.

sigh time for me to face god again. :)