INFER FROM YOUR SCRIBBLINGS,

whenever i feel bored at a lecture or a talk when someone speaks endlessly on something that i'm not to interested to tune in to...i tend to scribble a lot to cope with this state of feeling nonchalant.

i scribble.

and due to lack of artistic aptitude and the ability to visualise more creative images...i tend to draw the following.

a vase of flowers
a swing
the sun
the stars
trees
kite

and so forth.

sometimes i wonder if it is my subconscious talking to me..telling me that i need to break free (swing) and that my life needs to be more vibrant (flowers and sun) and yet inspiring ( stars)

well i don't know.

perhaps there is more towards our doodling than we'll ever know.

BUS STOP PONDERING

just today...as i got onto the bus..thoughts floated in my mind. not the usual depression-ridden types or the insightful ones. somehow emptiness filled my thoughts this time round.

i suddenly realised that i have really lost the ability to feel passionate about any one.

the feeling of numbness is a paradox.

on one hand it shields me from pain and hurt and makes me guarded...but on the flip side it also took away the spirited side of me that was able to feel so much for others.

will this be temporary or permanent? sigh guess only time will tell.

WHAT ARE OUR GOALS?

YEAH YEAH the time of comtemplation continues...

had a nice supper with an old pal at serangoon gardens prata place where we talked about where we see each other in 5 years time.

ha ha very simple. we just want the muany...or money!

show me the money :p rather than the idealistic..."i wanna pursue my dream" nonsense every youthful heart fell for.

but basically i guess it's the pursuit of happiness. and what exactly makes us happy.

what stakes are we willing to place?
what are we willing to sacrifice.



the another conversation with my little sister.

she said something rather profound for someone of her age.

yes she might be 15..but in my eyes she's forever that annoyingly cute 8-year-old..so it's hard to take her seriously ha ha. :p

but what she said was true when she said...she doesn't see life as attaining success but rather becoming a stronger person after every time.

wow. guess my little sister has really grown up.

life has dealt me quite a few tricky cards...sigh but i guess it's a matter of making the most of what you have and what you can do.

the key word is "try".

in the still of the night

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun. And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial. Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well. However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?

In 1981 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan becomes president of the US Minutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 days President Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John Hinkley Space shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into space A suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113 A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean King President Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme Court The Pac-Man video game is introduced in the US Alicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XV New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup Raiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film "Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most time at the top of the US charts MTV debuts on cable television, playing music videos 24 hours a day Gimme a Break premieres

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

cool to know so many hot stuff happened in the year i was born.

You Are a Gingerbread House

A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you.

What Holiday Food Are You?

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Is Your World View?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

You Are 63% Passionate, 37% Compassionate

You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

BREAKING THE CYCLE

everyone has a certain way of doing things and somehow we get into similar processes because, afterall, sometimes we feel comforted by the familiar as we are safe in our very comfort zone.

this topic came about with different friends as we were discussing about how sometimes we get trapped in certain cycles.

like..

we tend to love buying the same clothes. (the similar patterns, circular motions, cloth, cutting, length, price)

we seem to gravitate towards certain types of food, scents and so on.

perhaps it's the same with people.

we date certain types, we get our hearts broken by the same group of people, we fall in love with specific specimen and we break the hearts of certain groups of people.

sometimes it's always a good idea to take a step back and break the cycle.

e.g. hypothetically if you find that brown-haired guys, who smoke a lot and drink a lot and loves sponge bob squarepants, seem to love to break your heart, then try dating blonds who don't smoke or drink at all and of course wears spiderman boxers??

heh.

insightful quote

" And dimly she realised one of the great laws of the human soul: that when the emotional soul receives a wounding shock, which does not kill the body, the soul seems to recover as the body recovers. But this is only appearance. It is, really, only the mechamism of reassumed habit. Slowly, slowly the wound to the soul begins to make itself felt, like a bruise which only slowly deepens its terrible ache, till it fills all the psyche. And when we think we have recovered and forgotten, it is then the terrible after-effects have to be encountered at their worst"

- D. H. Lawrenc in Lady Chatterley's lover

Beautiful Girl - Kim Ah Joong (Jung) MV

sigh i guess any girl would die to look like her :) so chio.

Kim Ah Jung - Maria - 200 Pounds Beauty

gosh i love this movie :)

Get Ready I still Love you

ha ha. some song i sang along to in the radio while gushing in my puppy love a decade ago. guess times have changed. i'm no longer gushing and no longer into puppy loves. :p

If you take your love away from me,
take the emptiness inside of me,
take the tears from my eyes,
the sun in the sky
Give me back my heart
even though it's broken in two
I still love you
I still love you

I got your letter
and I read every line
I even showed it to my friends

First love is the sweetest,
why'd we have to throw it all away?
First love is the deepest love of all

If you take your love away from me,
take the emptiness inside of me,
take the tears from my eyes,
the sun in the sky
Give me back my heart
even though it's broken in two
I still love you
I still love you

I think about you
every night and every day
I can't get you off my mind

First love is the sweetest,
why'd we have to throw it all away?
First love is the deepest love of all

If you take your love away from me,
take the emptiness inside of me,
take the tears from my eyes,
the sun in the sky
Give me back my heart
even though it's broken in two
I still love you
I still love you...

Blondie Maria

She moves like she don't care
Smooth as silk
Cool as air
Oooh it makes you wanna’ cry
She doesn't know your name and your heart beats like a subway train
Oooh it makes you wanna’ die
Oooh don't you wanna’ take her?
Wanna' make her all your own?
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s
I've seen this thing before
In my best friends and the boy next door
Fool for love and full of fire
Won't come in from the rain
She's oceans running down the drain
Blue as ice and desire
Don't you wanna’ make her?
Oooh don't you wanna’ take her home?
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s
Oooh don't you wanna’ break her?
Oooh don't you wanna’ take her home?
She walks like she don't care
You wanna’ take her everywhere
Oooh it makes you wanna cry
She's like a millionaire
Walking on imported air
Oooh it makes you wanna’ die
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Regina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Regina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Regina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight’s

Akon - I Wanna Love You: MTV/Regular version Closed Captioned

for some strange reason, this song is ringing in my head. ha ha. the thing is i got nobody i want to love. hmmm except maybe my bolster :p

the fountain of youth

just the other day, my gal pal and i were talking about how we view younger dudes.
basically, somehow i find them rather endearing in a way...that they remind me of how i used to be when i was younger.

i was hopeful
i was optimistic about the future
i was idealistic about love and still believed then that love will conquer all
i was basically happy.


i don't know if it's possible for me to carry those feelings on my sleeve anymore given that i've loved and been loved, i've hurt and been hurt. i've succeeded yet failed. i've experimented yet been burnt.

sometimes i wonder which part of my life i enjoyed the most.

being the silly hopeful youthful me.

or the wise cynical jaded old me.

only time will tell.

gosh i need a life...heh

Your Love Life is Like Pretty Woman

"I want the fairy tale" You believe that love is truly blind, unpredictable, and surprising. Two very different people can easily find true love. At least, that is how it will happen when you marry a gorgeous billionaire someday ;-) Your love style: Sensual and flirty Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Surprisingly happy

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are Root Beer

Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front. Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right. Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper Stay away from: Diet Coke

What Kind of Soda Are You?

You Need Some Red in Your Life

Red will make you feel energetic, passionate, and determined. And with a little red, you will project an aura of warmth. If you want to feel intensely, you've got to get some red in your life! For extra punch: Combine red with orange or pink The downside of red: Red can provoke anger or rage. Watch out! The consequences of more red in your life: You will feel more enthusiasm for life You will have the confidence to go after what you want You will have a lot more physical energy

What Color Do You Need?

You are 93% Aquarius

How Aquarius Are You?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you save for a rainy day. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's The True You?

Your Dosha is Vata

Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!). You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory. You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time. It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer. With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people In love: You fall in and out of love very easily To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature

What's Your Dosha?

Alex Megane Tonight is all we Have Club Mix Groove Coverage

another amazing tune.

Alex megane I Think Of You

yeah the tune that is being replayed in my ipod now. heh it's sort of my theme song for not giving up. funny huh. one would expect a less electronic sound.

in pursue of something

during late night holiday, i was watching some videos that i bought home.

yah i could have watched this during term time, but alas, i was too busy, so this is the only time i can really seek refuge in the silver screen once again.

amazing, two seemingly unrelated movies actually have some common themes. 200 pound beauty and the pursuit of happyness (yes happiness spelt wrongly on purpose).

both stories have in common

- an underdog that made it in the end.

-> compare the ugly duckling overweight yet talented Hanna in 200 pound beauty versus Will Smith's excellent portrayal of Chris Gardner, who is a talented yet a man suffering from great poverty.

- both went through major struggles in order to attain success, or the so-called happiness.

-> Hanna went through a major overhaul of her image, body and size
-> Chris had to endure his wife leaving him, losing his home.

- there is some sense of sadness and honesty and somehow irony that in the pursuit of true happiness, so much sorrow and sacrifice has to be made.


one difference is
- one is a true story, while the other is probably fictional.

it is amazing what moving visuals and drama can inspire one to think beyond the box.

to go beyond the "cannot be done" methods.

will i ever find my happiness in life or have i stopped pursuing it?

boredom driven quizzes

Your Birthdate: February 16

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable. You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it. You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger

What Finger Are You?

What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You:

Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

You Are Sky Blue

Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything! And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come.

What Color Blue Are You?

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful. You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life is very important for you... Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius

You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you. Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you. You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle. Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader

What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat East meets west... sweet meets salty. You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

Travel Horoscope for Aquarius

When you travel, you want to go someplace very few people have been. You want a vacation that's a very unique experience - and off the beaten path. You should travel to: New Zealand (especially the South Island) Russia Alaska Iceland Space

What's Your Travel Horoscope?

Haddaway-What is Love?

one of those songs that just makes you go...gosh. ha ha.

Maxx - Getaway

gosh. one of those tunes that i remembered ....in the past.

Masterboy - Feel The Heat Of The Night

a very techno number ha. like some say, repetitive notes are often soothing to the soul? hee

Simply Red- Stars

another gem slow number

EVERY TIME YOU GO AWAY . PAUL YOUNG

slow songs that move me. ha ha. cheesy :p

RECOLLECTION AND REFLECTION

Sometimes they say that in order to get a better perspective of your situation, you really need to get yourself OUT of that situation.

i guess the saying is true especially when one is brought out of one's comfort zone and into another world.

going to bangkok was like going to twilight zone, where people speak in weird tongues and where the culture is foreign and no longer familiar.

suddenly, the zombie-like attitude i took in my normal day routine of moving around, aka, doing the normal routine things like taking the train, going out without batting an eye lid....was blown away. because. i was forced to be up and alert on my feet, to absorb what is happening around me, only because sometimes the unknown is indeed scary.

i suppose one thing i learn from this trip is to learn to be happy and contented with the things i have and not hanker or grumble about what could have been.

and perhaps i got to know a thing or two about myself.

my cautious auntie nature (which is the opposite of me in the daily routine)...and my love for nature as opposed to my travelling partner. heh.

perhaps it is true that wanderlust is one of the many desires that one should give in to.

quizzies are back.

You Are a Champagne Woman

A true mystery, no one can quite figure you out... That is, until you start drinking. Then you tend to let loose. You're fun to drink with, but it definitely takes you a few drinks to loosen up. You prefer to date a man who likes the finer things in life... like a five star dinner with that champagne.

What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory. You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally. You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path. In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward. Your fortune: There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others. You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces. You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong. You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Summer Love Type is Go With the Flow

A great summer love may be in the cards for you ... or not. You'll have a fantastic time this summer, taking what comes. What you want is flexible - what you'll get is up in the air. No matter what, you'll have fun - and maybe a few flings!

What's Your Summer Love Style?

back from bangkok

yeah i'm back from my trip to bangkok..which was really good. coupled with the fact that i had a good travelling partner :)

the weather was hot though...38 degrees. yikes. but anyway the highlight of the trip got to be the nice floating market.

here are some pictures.



Off the boat we go....



some houses along the river...



some boat ladies peddling for a living.



some beautiful handicrafts being sold by the river side...


a nice assortment of shoes.



a delicious coconut pancake.


the busy river traffic filled with different colours of the world.



the long stretch of stalls by the riverside where tourists in the boats can go past in the various boats for a quick bargain.

SPACE AND VOID

now that i've got time and space to breathe... somehow can't help but reflect about certain things said to me by different people in different contexts.

today i went to the beach to skate...in my trusty rollerblades, nice shades, and tied up messy curly hair.

yeah solitude is sometimes good when you have all the time to yourself, and all you hear is your own thoughts. (of course hopefully i don't hear voices heh)

was just thinking of certain words people said to me.

A: " you don't have to be perfect in what you do. don't need to feel so bad about it"
(while i was still in the hopeless stage of trying to skate...)

B:" you are doing a lot and sometimes i wonder if you know what you want. but if you're doing all this work ...you shouldn't be doing it for nothing."
(my mentor who observed my constant fatigue and octopus behaviour when it comes to work)

C:"you have to be careful with the way you speak to people. you tend to get snappy at times and this may affect your relationships with people."
(a concerned colleague who shared her thoughts about me in a candid manner)


Self awareness can only go so far, but thank god i have people around me reminding me of the very flaws that i sometimes take for granted. especially when i tend to indulge in a rather escapist mode when faced with the crucial question: what's next.

i tend to be quite a perfectionist and a sore loser. i remembered telling a friend long time ago that i really really hate to lose or look bad when i do something, and ironically, that prohibited me from learning a lot of things, because everybody's threshold of talent is afterall limited...and there's a ceiling to all this.

yes i can be very snappy and tempermental when under a lot of stress and tension. heh will find ways to work around that..it'll be a toughie since i'm one who wears my emotions in my sleeve...and i tend to be quite over the top in nature.

yeah true no one is perfect and no one can ever attain the state art of perfection. yet all my life i've been told how imperfect i can be at times..and it can be very painful.

sometimes it's a matter of letting go...learning to accept one's fault. to tell myself that it's really ok to falter for once...to fall down with grace... to fail...to disappoint...to backslide...to be vanquished by competition.

as long as one is true to oneself and perhaps that's the question i'm going to ask myself the whole year.

what am i going to do.
what are my aspirations
where do i see myself 10 years from now
how am i going to balance my dreams and constraints.

Ago - Tell Me Where You Are

one of those familiar tunes in the past.

Emjay - In Your Arms

old school euro dance

Daze - Superhero

super ah lian song heh that rings in my head. remembered the days when ridley's was still around... heard this song and a bunch of ah lians dancing to it. heh. ya damn retro.

Candee Jay: Back For me

Candee Jay - If I Were You

If I were you
I would never let me go
If I were you
I would always love me so
If I were you

I can't play your part in life
but I would surely walk my way
I cannot think the way you think
But I would never go away

You can trust me when I say
That I will always be for real
You can always count on me
No matter how alone you feel

If I were you
I would never let me go
If I were you
I would always love me so
If I were you

I would never..
I would always..

I can't tell you what to do
I can only hope for more
More decisions to be good
Like the way they were before

I can't dream the things you dream
'Cause I would not know where to start
Life is never what it seems
When two souls are far apart

I don't wanna know
How it feels to lose a friend
And if I were you
I would never leave again

If I were you
I would never let me go
If I were you
I would always love me so
If I were you

Na na na na na na na na
If I were you
Na na na na na na na na
If I were you



some thoughts - perhaps life wouldn't be so idealistic and somehow in our insanity...we aim for perfection yet prepare ourselves for doom. how ironic

Kim Leoni - Again (Central Seven Radio Edit)

Take your time, I'll wait
Till you tell me that you're coming home
Don't give up, we need a little faith
Just don't let me spend the night alone

Just relax a while
There's no need to apologise

'Cause I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
No, I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
And I want you to know
I want you to know
Again
I'll stay with you until the end

Take your time, I'll wait
Send a message out to reach your heart
Everytime I think we're on our way
There's a reason that breaks us apart

I'll be strong enough to go on
Till you realise
(Till you realise)

'Cause I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
No, I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
And I want you to know
I want you to know
Again
I'll stay with you until the end


hmmm perhaps sometimes we just got to let go of certain people so that we would be happier or thing will be better for all of us.

Kim Leoni - Again (Central Seven Radio Edit)

Take your time, I'll wait
Till you tell me that you're coming home
Don't give up, we need a little faith
Just don't let me spend the night alone

Just relax a while
There's no need to apologise

'Cause I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
No, I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
And I want you to know
I want you to know
Again
I'll stay with you until the end

Take your time, I'll wait
Send a message out to reach your heart
Everytime I think we're on our way
There's a reason that breaks us apart

I'll be strong enough to go on
Till you realise
(Till you realise)

'Cause I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
No, I won't let you go
I won't let you go
Again
And I want you to know
I want you to know
Again
I'll stay with you until the end


hmmm perhaps sometimes we just got to let go of certain people so that we would be happier or thing will be better for all of us.

Nick Kamen - Each Time You Break My Heart

Each time you break my heart
Each time you break my heart
I know how it feels to be the talk of the town
I'm not gonna let you go and run around
I need to know that you'll be true to me
'Cause that's the way it's got to be
Why can't you give your promise to me
Is love so blind that you cannot see
I'm trying hard not to walk out the door
Know that I, oh, know that I can't take no more
Each time you break my heart
I try to put my pride aside
Each time you break my heart
A little voice inside me cries
No matter what you do or say
I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna love you anyway
And if you're so sure that I'm not your kind
How come you can't just walk away
In the beginning we were nothing but glad
Those were the best days that we ever had
There's no compassion, all your warmth is gone
Tell me how, oh, how can I keep holding on
Each time you break my heart
I try to put my pride aside
Each time you break my heart
A little voice inside me cries
I see the look in your eyes
I know you're hurting inside
Let me try to make you love me again
I'll say that I knew you when
You were mine, you were mine
Each time, oh, yeah
In the beginning we were nothing but glad
Those were the best days that we ever had
There's no compassion, all your warmth is gone
Tell me how, oh, how can I keep holding on
I see the look in your eyes
I know you're hurting inside
Let me try to make you love me again
I'll say that I knew you when
You were mine, you were mine
Each time you break my heart
I try to put my pride aside
Each time you break my heart
A little voice inside me cries
Each time you break my heart again
Well I can say I knew you when / each time
You were mine
Break my heart, don't break my heart
Break my heart, don't break my heart....

fragments of life

finally today i got to get some rest and pampering.

there's nothing better than a nice pedicure, self pampering and indulging in sushi in the afternoon and of course a nice chat with the insurance agent i've been with for the past five years.

a quick recap of the week

wed night - met up with sue and gang at chomp chomp for nice dinner spread of the usual bbq flavour - stingray and the usual variety.

thursday afternoon - met one colleague for lunch, another for drinks late at night

friday night - met up with two dear friends for dinner and drinks

saturday afternoon - met my agent and went for some shopping

later... -> meeting more peeps to nua in town in some coffee club.

i guess life can get better than this but seriously i do feel contented despite some fragments of discontent.

looking forward to tomorrow's sun, sand and the sea.