quizzies

Who's Your Sex and the City Match?

My Result: Miranda

Pessimistic? You? No way! You might come off that way occasionally but you can't fool us. Under that hard shell lives a soft heart and someone who would do just about anything for friends (and family, sure, but mostly friends). With strong opinions and the rare ability say what's on your mind, you are truly one of a kind.

When things get tough, you're usually the one your friends turn to for inspiration and support — and a little tough love to boot. But you're also one of the most independent people around. Not one for superficial relationships, you might not win the prize for having the most friends, but the ones you do have are real — and just what you need.

What are you?
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some cool tunes to cool down the temperature.

yearning for some dance tunes to chill out to? well here are some :) mostly old school modjo and bob sinclair...my favourite house artists. :)

chilling




lady!



a weird combi of two of my favourite songs..haha i'll fly with you plus lady. heh.



"world hold on" reminds me of my nights with E at velvet. :)


another version

more tunes - back to trance and techno :)

some life perspective

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. At your best: You're totally buzzing, and every little thing makes you happy. What people like about being around you: You're a one person party. Dancing, hugging, tons of smiles! What people dislike about being around you: Once you're done partying, you're pretty exhausted and depressed. How addicted people get to you: Not very. Though don't take it personally. They still like you!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

there's probably some truth in this aspect....where i tend to be the live of the party and wear my heart on my sleeve...like how some colleagues remarked on how happy i looked and when i dun smile..they know i am sort of out of sorts heh.

probably tt's something i have to work on..not to appear on a whim...and my moods.

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

Your Scent is Mango

Sultry, sweet, and mellow You enjoy every moment of life!

What's Your Girl Smell?

Your Nail Polish Color is Purple

How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

on a hot vesak public holiday weekend........

yes.. here are some beach numbers for you to enjoy while i try not to melt under the hot sun. well a range of weird assortment of songs.. from 90's dance music venga boys to the 1960s beach boys...to 1950s big swing band tune-> glen miller and his orchestra. :) another number i love is the moonlight serenade. truly romantic music.

happy mummy's day

yeah this is one of the most commercialised days where people thank their mummies for tolerating them for the whole year heh.

i might not be a mummy, or married... but somehow been told by friends that i'll make a good mother. argh.

perhaps it's the tendency to take care of my younger siblings....as well as the fact that my own mother isn't around anymore. yeah she's gone to heaven in 2001.

yesterday, i forced myself to wake up.... and dragged myself to the saturday evening service with my sister. we went to "visit" mummy...and of course deep down we just wished her happy mother's day.

my mum isn't exactly a perfect mother.

she had me when she was a mere 21 year old. young and afraid i guess...and her maternal instincts were not quite developed yet.

so i've always felt she never really did loved me during my childhood or early teens.

it was only until I was 19 that i realised how much my mother loved me.

during that time she was horribly sick with kidney failure and stuff....so we'll still sneak out in the middle of the night to have girl talk.

and yes... my mum still appears in my dreams whenever i'm feeling very sick or having a really bad time.

somehow part of me is afraid to let others take care of me..because i do not know when they'll leave me again.

leave me feeling rather abandoned and alone.

afterall, it's so much easier to rely on yourself than be dependent on someone else.

but that's me. i'm just too sentimental. :)

anyway happy mother's day to all!

RHYTHM IS THE DANCER

heh yes my ah lian mode is out yet again on a boring wednesday night.

ay the stupid period is zapping the life out of me and feeling rather burnt out by the whole term.

just thinking of things on the whole.

in a way...i'm very tired at work.........feeling drained by the responsibilities and what is to come in the later part of the year.

somehow, i need a fresh start next year...yet i don't know where my path leads to.

there are a lot of push and pull factors to consider.

of course my priorities is taking care and protecting my family.

my dad is getting on the years...while my sisters are still young...with one who will fly soon in university in 2 years time.

*stressed*

i need to think about their future. and ya of course i need to think about my own happiness...but what is my own happiness when the very ones who are dear to me are suffering then?

perhaps there's a crusade in me who seeks to save everyone.

perhaps i should save myself first.

sigh decisions...decisions.......

looking forward to the restful phuket in june where i can finally reflect in my bikini and with close friends.

fab tunes from tiesto

life is a string of surprises and coincidences

this week has goto be remembered as the mc week. i've never felt so sick in the whole year as now..when the weather turned absolutely nasty and humid.

so yes monday was sick at home.

tuesday i tot i recovered

wed i got sick again

thursday recovery mode.

but somehow last night's strange turn of events just made me ponder.

are time and events merely patterns and tt we're meant to meet certain person at a particular time......but once that time has passed...we'll never meet that person again?

if so.......then maybe there's no pt thinking too much since everything is pretty much planned in the first place?