justagirl's ramblings.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

song

random tunes

Artist: Ian Van Dahl
Album: Other Songs Lyrics
Title: Forever Print
Correct


Forever ringtone on your mobile phone

I'm all alone in bed, and I can't sleep,
I'm feeling blue.
I try to close my eyes,
but all I'm thinking off is You!
Baby only you!
I cry my eyes out, baby.
Wondering what I have to do.
I look inside my heart.
And I know for sure this love is true!

Refr: Day by day, heart to heart,
I'll hope that a river ever be, together
.Will it be, me and you?
I dream that our love will last, forever.
Hold me tight, in your arms.
I know we have the straight to stay together.
Walk with me, hand in hand,
I promise to be there, forever

I'm all alone in bed, and I can't sleep,
I'm feeling blue.
I try to close my eyes,
but all I'm thinking off is you,
Baby only you

Day by day, heart to heart,
I'll hope that a river ever be, together.
Will it be, me and you?
I dream that our love will last, forever.
Hold me tight, in your arms.
I know we have the straight to stay together.
Walk with me, hand in hand,
I promise to be there,
forever

Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever

haunting

Forever Young by alphaville

Lets dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We dont have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The musics for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders were getting in tune
The musics played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why dont they stay young

Its so hard to get old without a cause
I dont want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And dimonds are forever

So many adventures couldnt happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

GOD'S LITTLE ANGELS

yeah. today was yet monday. but strangely i didn't suffer from monday blues.

went to work to settle some stuff..before heading down to meet three friends for lunchie or brunchie. we were sharing some opinion over the spiritual issues, community issues at our parish and our clashing views ha ha.

yeah, and i knew these bunch through some encounters at a retreat i went for a year ago.

and just now..i was chatting with one of them on certain personal issues and realised why we actually clicked!

I suppose my friend and i have the same issue, people commenting that we're spending too much time or being too close to the opposite sex.

Meaning to say.. i have way too many close guyfriends, or somehow guys just see me as some aunt agony or sister they wanna confide in for some strange reason.

in a way, i feel there's nothing wrong with a purely platonic friendship...and it's sad that most people don't know how to appreciate it.

but anywayz, i realised why i seem to develop this tendency.

I was closer to my dad than to my mum when i was younger....

so i had all those chats with my dad in the car...sharing and singing songs together....ya i have a wonderful dad :)

my late mum's wonderful too..but somehow she and i kind of clash and don't really understand each other, so i lack a consistent female role model, as my late grandmother died when i was just 9.

i suppose this world can be harsh when they view things from a fixed set of parameters.

which is why..god sometimes send us little angels called friends who make us feel more accepted and loved.

2005 and 2006 i got to know quite a lot of nice friends :)

yeah, even if the world has an issue of who you are..........we ought to strike a balance between becoming acceptable to others and retaining a crucial identity that is truly only ours.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

10 things i'm grateful for in 2006

ha ha yes the countdown continues i shall just begin with this series.

1) Friends esp E, whom I just got to know this year, she's been really a fab friend, really great fun hanging out with her and yet she makes me feel at ease hee. Love friends like Dawn, Sue, Grace, Sanjay, Eunice K., Colin, Joe, the Bryans, Jonathan, Niki,Alice, Benny, CM etc... you guys really know how to light up my life ;)

2) My family who have been tolerating my idiosyncracies even since i was born. i could never ask for a better family seriously, one which knows how to exhibit warmth and love so much more openly than a typical sg family. Fab Dad and sisters who really care about me even during my bitch days heh.

3) God. God will always be number one, even though on this list he's 3...more of a afterthought, he's always been the almighty one taking care of me and my family and friends who believe in him :)

4) Discovering my love for teaching and falling more deeply in it. Ya i was lucky to get to know a nice bunch of kids whom i learnt a lot from.

5) Great workplace. well i can never ask for a better bunch of colleagues. heh

6) I fell in love with rollerblading. yeah there's something goto do with wheels that seriously make me feel happy. :)

7) Peace at last. well resolved a lot of drama and issues this year. In a strange way, i feel like i've been released.

8) Growth as a person. i've never felt so comfortable in my own skin before... thank god for this.

9) Dramatic experiences that made me realise what's truly important and what i really want out of this world :)

10) Changes and opportunities to shine.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

CHANGING CHAIRS

Yeah, it's finally the end of the week, and now i'm feeling really bad...stuck with a bad sorethroat that finally caught up with me after it has attacked various people in the office. and so here i am, stuck at home on a saturday night for a while just to do some major reflection about the year that has just passed.

2006 is an amazing year.

it is a year when i kind of stopped calling certain people friends, and in their place, made new fabulous ones.

it is a year when i got to know new types of people.......enjoying the process.

it's a year of playing, discovering and failing in some ways.

but is failure such a bad thing when it merely shows you the way to where you should be headed instead?

i guess different people view such notions differently from me, but for once in my life, i kind of feel that it's not so bad to fail anymore, because it only tells you that you've tried something and that you don't really like it...sort of cuts down the list of things you think you want in life......and makes it easier because you sort of know what the hell you want in life.

there were many ideas i was toying with the whole year..

changing job after my bond
going overseas to study after my bond
getting fitter
getting more spiritually intuned.
reading up more widely.

well..needless to say, those of the tentative nature are more difficult to resolve because i don't know how i would be thinking next year, given that i've only just began to see the big picture.

it's pretty ironic that we often go for things that we think we do not have, and yet what we're currently doing is perhaps the best thing that we have.

yes, happy that i managed to read beyond the hard content facts of my work....to get the old feeling of falling in love with some literary material. fell in love with an old author who have written books of controversy and with such swift and beautiful language that simply falls into place.

as for the after bond thing....... i guess perhaps the end of the bond simply signifies for me... freedom. something i've cherished. something that i clinged so closely to that i didn't even bother applying for scholarships, even though it will allow me to be more financially free now. but no regrets over that, at the very least i feel contented that the will to break the chains is less strong given that i've been out at the wilderness to know how it is like outside.

yeah... once november comes to a close, december can be a very happy or sad event for most of us, as the year is about to turn, another chapter forms.

what would 2007 bring?

would it bring the same adventures or more disappointments?

perhaps that's the most exciting thing about life.

you never know when it will get better or worse.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Perhaps

during the past rainy week, i've been so busy doing things that somehow time sprints forward and when that happens, retrospective moments just simply dwindles.

so here i am again, writing ....during a short breath of space.

heh.

I was thinking of many perhaps la... went out with my gal pal E.

she asked me "if you're given a choice again, would you still date all those ex-es?"

frankly speaking, i wouldn't. but perhaps i would have done certain things in a more matured way?

Or perhaps i wouldn't be overly emotional over thing to the point that it clouds my judgment on important things.

perhaps i wouldn't have wasted so much time in making crucial decisions

perhaps perhaps

perhaps is perhaps a rather overused word. a meaningless word.

because in real life there's really no such thing as perhaps.

what's done is meant to happen. no point dwelling. sigh~

perhaps that will be my new year resolution heh.

Monday, November 06, 2006

just some thoughts on love

inspired by dear sue's bloggie. :) shall give my little commentary on love.

there are sayings in love songs that claim the following, but it's usually not true

1) love does not necessarily change everything, people do change, sometimes for the worse or for the better, it's a scary thought to sign a marital contract with someone at one point in time...considering the person might change, esp when the basis of the characteristics you chose him on.

2) sometimes it is not what you do right, but what you do wrong in the relationship, that really matters at the end of the day,

3) sometimes it isn't the big issue, but the little annoying habits that drive you crazy.

sigh yes cynical mood. ha .