justagirl's ramblings.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

quizzes

THE REAL YOU


You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

PERSONALITY TEST

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

Monday, June 16, 2008

the courage to pursue your dream

there are times when i cast aside my dreams for the greater good.

For a while it felt great doing love for your loved ones and putting their needs before you.

But after a while...something gnaws at your soul bit by bit and you wonder where did the passion go.

and then you have naysayers around you telling you that you can never do it.

Slowly but surely, you start to believe their negative words.

but then again...over the course of time...you gain some courage and then you start to cast aside those negative thoughts and just believe in your inner voice again.

i felt so restless for most of this year...and somehow i found my inner peace again and felt puzzled why have i been ignoring that voice for so long.

is it because of fear?

fear that i would just give up whatever i'm doing now...for my dream?

is it the fear of taking risks...

letting those around me down?

maybe now's the time to live for myself.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

happy versus sad thoughts

how does one express emotions? is it through words, facial expression, touch, non-verbal or verbal communication?

just a walk along memory lane showcases a rather negative track record of mine. haha. rather "emo" language used to depict pain, sadness, being heartbroken, despair, anguish. perhaps i'm more used to writing about pain. pain seems to be the main theme of my life for the longest time - so much so that i became a best friend with that emotion. that i could write about it. talk about it. express it so eloquently.

yet i am at a loss when it comes to expressing happiness.

is it because i'm not used to experiencing it? or is it because i'm denying myself of enjoying those moments because i know it's going to be yet another fleeting moment of the eye of the storm?

in the end do happy or sad thoughts win the day?

depends on the individual i suppose.

sorry not making any sense... feels as if my brain is degenerating.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

quizzies

Take this test!
Pessimistic? You? No way! You might come off that way occasionally but you can't fool us. Under that hard shell lives a soft heart and someone who would do just about anything for friends (and family, sure, but mostly friends). With strong opinions and the rare ability say what's on your mind, you are truly one of a kind.

When things get tough, you're usually the one your friends turn to for inspiration and support — and a little tough love to boot. But you're also one of the most independent people around. Not one for superficial relationships, you might not win the prize for having the most friends, but the ones you do have are real — and just what you need.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

some cool tunes to cool down the temperature.

yearning for some dance tunes to chill out to? well here are some :) mostly old school modjo and bob sinclair...my favourite house artists. :)

chilling




lady!



a weird combi of two of my favourite songs..haha i'll fly with you plus lady. heh.



"world hold on" reminds me of my nights with E at velvet. :)


another version

Sunday, May 25, 2008

more tunes - back to trance and techno :)












some life perspective




Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy



You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.

And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...

Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.



At your best: You're totally buzzing, and every little thing makes you happy.



What people like about being around you: You're a one person party. Dancing, hugging, tons of smiles!



What people dislike about being around you: Once you're done partying, you're pretty exhausted and depressed.



How addicted people get to you: Not very. Though don't take it personally. They still like you!



there's probably some truth in this aspect....where i tend to be the live of the party and wear my heart on my sleeve...like how some colleagues remarked on how happy i looked and when i dun smile..they know i am sort of out of sorts heh.

probably tt's something i have to work on..not to appear on a whim...and my moods.




You Are a Cappuccino



You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please






Your Scent is Mango



Sultry, sweet, and mellow

You enjoy every moment of life!






Your Nail Polish Color is Purple



How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive



Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics



What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"

Monday, May 19, 2008

on a hot vesak public holiday weekend........

yes.. here are some beach numbers for you to enjoy while i try not to melt under the hot sun. well a range of weird assortment of songs.. from 90's dance music venga boys to the 1960s beach boys...to 1950s big swing band tune-> glen miller and his orchestra. :) another number i love is the moonlight serenade. truly romantic music.